Final year student.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

I now pronounce myself as a successful final year student. Yeah, perhaps a successful one. Me, didn't have a lot to say but wahh, this was too fast. I was like "Pejam celik, pejam celik dah nak grad kot". I couldn't imagine how would I look like when the graduation day. haha. It would be really a great memory.

Ahh, its too early to start dreamin'. I should get my brain working well from now on. Now is not the time to play around again. Too much playing for the past few semesters. Oh what a waste of time. But, to regret now is nothing. All I have to do is do my best for this final year. Fighting! Yeahh..haha. But back then, I'm afraid of something that I know too well. It's me, myself. I gotta find a cure for me soon. But I wonder, what it is??

kicking with the band; kick out the jamm !

Jamming session for the last, but not least. Today was perfect.

Okay, now we moves back a few hours before this. So time-machine, please do your work.

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It is 8.45 p.m. right now. I wondering where are my friend now. His rule is to rockin' the bass.


"Oi Yopt, duk mano dh?"

"Otw dh nie"

"owh, okay"


He fetch me around 9 p.m. The jamming session will start about 30 minutes after this, I mean we must be there before 9.30 p.m. We need to be hurry cause the place is quite far from our house. But, damn it. The traffics is really bad. With a number of traffic lights, we will surely be late. I take my mobile phone and then,

"Alo we, mu g bowok Alim nge Basit dlu lah. Udin jgk. Aku otw dah nie, tp jale jemm. Kiro jupo sano terus r"

"Ouh, ok xdop hal lahh. Jupo sano"

"Ok, bereh we"


I ends the call. All the names listed up there are my bandmates. Well I meet them a few years ago after SPM. They're really good friends.

Okay, back to the story.
After all the hard works, we are here at the studio. We are 10 minutes late, but it's okay. All the members are here. So, what are we waiting for? Lets rock!

Let me introduces the line-up.

Basit - guitarist;
Udin - guitarist;
Alim - drummer;
Puyopth - bassist;
Matwe - vocal;
Me - vocal;

The very first song that we cover is Sonnet. The song was from the Verve. And I'm on the vocals. It feels nostalgic cause the song was played when I was at SMACH in Annual Dinner when I was in SPM year. Although it's not me who sang that song back then. haha.

Second song. It Matwe's turn. We cover I Believes In Miracles by the Ramones. It is a great song, it gets me to dance with the flow.

Next, Matwe continues his job. We cover Transmission by Jot Division. Post punk. Really great tune.

It's my turn now. I continues with You Only Live Once by the Strokes. An American band with British style of music. How I adore Julian. He's great.

Then, the next song to be cover is You Have Killed Me by Morrissey. This song is a must. I feels very enjoy when singing this song. haha

The last song from me is Almost Ready by Dinosaur Jr. It's tune is awesome, that is Dinosaur Jr.

Time moves fast, it's only one song left to covers. An hour seems too short. We all covers I Believes In Miracles by Ramones again. This time, Matwe and I both on vocals. Rock n roll can't never dies!! That is truly enjoyable. You wouldn't know until you feel it yourself, pal.

Huhh, my throat needs water. haaha. So, we all hang out at a restaurant on the way back home. And now, I'm here in my room. End of a good day, for today.

the way I look

Today was a big day. Well then, cause I've got my hair short. Really short, I mean. People need to change right? So, I'm changing the way I look first. It ain't big matters. Although I really love my hair very much. Ha Ha


From something kinda like this, a little bit >

to something like this, kinda

but now, it was just like this

wahh, I take back my words. This really big matters, pal.

well said, sorry

frankly speaking, I felt really sorry for myself for I cannot continue to complete the I'm Not There story.

It takes a long time to think of an idea to write a story. I adore the novelist on how they could write something that was freakin' awesome.
Plus, I don't have an enough spirit to continue doing this. After all, it's me.


You know pal, you'll feel fucking tired when you do something that's totally not worth it. When it comes to that, you'll say to yourself, "Man, what have I done? What have I been doing all these past years?". Then you'll realize that you're losing something that is fucking important. The only things that can't be replaced or buy. It's TIME. After all, you have waste your fucking time, pal.

I've experienced it once already pal. Actually, it's more then once. And I don't wanna have that kind of feelings again. Not again, never.

down memory lane

well yeah, dah lama tak rasa hostel life..haha..tertunai jugak hajat aku lepas bermalam selama lebih kurang 4 hari 3 malam stay di sekolah pujaanku Sains Machang..


Buat apa stay kt sana??

well, apa lagi..main basketball lahh..haha..

sambil-sambil tu ajar adik-adik yang tengah meningkat naik nie untuk main basketball.. girls and boys.. yeahh, two thumbs up for them, they're really nice..

wahh rindu zaman-zaman seluar bootcut hijau dulu~~~

haih =.="

I'M NOT THERE - the girl's story

She's blood, flesh and bone
no tucks or silicone
She's touch, smell, sight, taste and sound
but somehow I can't believe
that anything should happen
I know where I belong
and nothing's gonna happen, yeah.

Cause she's so high, high above me, she's so lovely.
She's so high, like Cleopatra, Joan of Arc or Aphrodite
Do, do, do, do do
She's so high, high above me.

A first class and fancy free,
she's high society,
she's got the best of everything.
What could a guy like me ever really offer?
She's perfect as she can be,
why should I even bother --- Aha

Cause she's so high, high above me, she's so lovely
she's so high, like Cleopatra, Joan of Arc or Aphrodite
Do, do, do, do do
she's so high, high above me

She comes to speak to me,
I freeze immediately,
cause what she says sounds so unreal,
Somehow I can't believe,
that anything should happen
I know where I belong
and nothing's gonna happen, yeah yeah yeah

Cause she's so high, high above me, she's so lovely
she's so high, like Cleopatra, Joan of Arc or Aphrodite
Oh yeah yeah yeah
she's so high, high above me.

-SHE'S SO HIGH(above me) by Tal Bachman



There's nothing to tell about this girl except that she's nice and kind. She also famous among her friends. Naka fells for her for a reason that Naka also didn't knows. But there are a thing that he notices. She got many secret admires, perhaps. That because she is adorable. It is hard for Naka because he knows that he will lose in the first place 'cause he got nothing compared to others. He is a charmless man. Pity him. But that won't stop Naka from be friend with that girl. So, Naka makes his first moves. A move that changes everything. Goodluck Naka!

hampir benar..

teringat aku masa baru nie..masa tengah sibuk-sibuk nak final exam, sempat lagi kitorang main tilik-tilik nasib nie, guna daun terup lak tu..kalaulah kantoi dgn pak guard, maunya kata kitorang main judi..mampoihh..



nie ada la sorang member aku nie tilik nasib dia memang perghhh ahh..bukan aku nak percaya, wallahuallam lah tu dia tilik macam mana tp tilikannya tu memang hampir 90%tepat..aku tak tipu sbb aku yang kena tilik..dan beberapa org lagi yang memvolunteerkan diri untuk ditilik oleh beliau. kebiasaannya, topik utama tilikan adalah melibatkan 'awek' yang si 'kena tilik' nie suka..tak hairanlah kan? kitew kan remaja..hehe..



dan setelah melalui beberapa persoalan, tilikan pun bermula..dgn mengunakan daun terup.. sehelai demi sehelai daun digunakan untuk menjawab soalan-soalan yang dikemukakan oleh yang ditilik..dan setiap kad itu mempunyai isi atau maksud yang tersendiri..




aku ialah salah seorang mangsanya, dan ternyata hampir semua yang diberitahu oleh kawan aku tu memang terlalu hampir dgn realiti yg terjadi..90% hampir tepat, dan mungkin 10% lagi tu tersilap percaturan..malangnya kisah aku yg dia tilik tak lah menyedapkan halwa telinga ini..semua bnda yg aku x mau dgr..ak buat muka toya sambil2 sengih ikhlas sambil mengajukan soalan-soalan membunuh..siyes, aku tak percaya pun, tp lama-lama, sikit-sikit bnda tu hampir menjadi seperti yg beliau cakapkan ..mak aii, terer bangat beliau....

p/s : don't ever believe it..kalau betul pun, kebetulan je tu.