Love is Dead

Nothing ever goes right
Nothing really flows in my life
No one really cares if no one ever shares my care
People push by with fear in their eyes in my life

Love is dead, love is dead

The telephone rings, but no one ever thinks to speak to me
The traffic speeds by, but no one's ever stopped too late
Intelligent friends don't care in the end, believe me

Love is dead, love is dead

And plastic people with imaginary smiles
Exchanging secrets at the back of their minds
Plastic people
Plastic people

Nothing ever goes right
Nothing really flows in my life
No one really cares if this horror's inside my head

People push by with fear in their eyes in my life

Love is dead, love is dead
Love is dead, love is dead
Love is dead, love is dead

And all the lies that you've given us
And all the things things that you said

And all the lies that you've given us...
Blow like wind in my head.

copyright from Suede - Love is Dead

well said, sorry

frankly speaking, I felt really sorry for myself for I cannot continue to complete the I'm Not There story.

It takes a long time to think of an idea to write a story. I adore the novelist on how they could write something that was freakin' awesome.
Plus, I don't have an enough spirit to continue doing this. After all, it's me.


You know pal, you'll feel fucking tired when you do something that's totally not worth it. When it comes to that, you'll say to yourself, "Man, what have I done? What have I been doing all these past years?". Then you'll realize that you're losing something that is fucking important. The only things that can't be replaced or buy. It's TIME. After all, you have waste your fucking time, pal.

I've experienced it once already pal. Actually, it's more then once. And I don't wanna have that kind of feelings again. Not again, never.

talking to myself again

Frankly speaking, aku terasa hati dengan kau. Aku memang terasa hati sangat-sangat dengan kau. Again, sangat-sangat.

Harap-haraplah kau faham.
Tak faham juga? Aku okay je. Lantaklah.

Aku marah?? Ehh mana ada..Apa sebab aku nak marah kat kau..Kau pun tak pernah marah kat aku kann.

Aku touching?? Ye la, memang patut pun. Aku bukan tunggul kayu, aku nie manusia jugak. So, tak pelik la kan manusia nie touching sebab nama pun manusia, confirm la ada perasaan.

Sebab?? aigoo..haih,kau tak tau betul-betul ke kau buat-buat tak tau nie? Aku malas la nak cakap pnjang lebar. Aku dah letih berperang setiap masa bagai nak gila nie. Aku dah isi pun borang nak resign. Tengah tunggu masa yang sangat-sangat sesuai nak submit je nie pun. Sebab ianya tak berbaloi la kawan, it's not worth it.

Harap-harap kau faham la kawan. Aku tau kau sebenarnya bukan begitu. Aku percaya kau. Kita kan kawan. Anyway, Godbless u fren.