the same old song

You know you're in love when you start to fell for those stupid love songs..

aahhh forget it, cut the crap.

Straight to the point, i don't feel like it gonna works out. Why does i starts to feel weird? I am wondering alone, searching for an unknown reality. Me, really wasn't sure about the answers. I don't even figured it out yet. I was thinking like what is the best options? To know or not to know?? There was no sign, and i was unable to guess anything. ahh really, I don't like myself be in this such situation. Someone please help me, i'm hanging upside down right now.


Plus, anywhere, any times, any places it was like 'LOVE, LOVE, LOVE'. Everything is love. Your plastic loves.

Look, stop bullshitting yourselves. Maybe you've got the right lover but man, you're really annoying me and making me jealous too. So, go play anywhere else next time. shushh shuhh!!


Forgive me man. I've past.


Learn everything from the pass right? Well, the past is history.

THE PAST IS MEMORY. The good, the bad or both. Just appreciate it all.

P.O.P. SINGING "HUG" BY DBSK IN KOREAN & MALAY

not bad...so much better than Max 24/7..what on the earth is that group? =.="

JET - Bruises

Can't live inside of a dream
I can't live inside of a dream
I'm changing my mind next week
I'm changing my mind next week
Bruises up my arms and strange love
Who the hell am I?
I want to tell you everything
I can't make up my mind

Living inside of a dream
I'm living inside of a dream
And everything's nothing I need
This I don't believe
The bells of Birmingham are ringing
And who the hell am I?
I want to tell you everything
I can't make up my mind

i'm gonna say sorry

She Holds a Grudge by Jet

She holds a grudge

Like no other woman

I ever met before

Yeah there are some tears

Then after, it's like a million years

Well she comes around

But I can't tell

If she let herself be held

I gotta do something, sometimes

Once

In my life

I'm gonna say sorry

Before I die

When, I?m alone

Well I don't feel

I think too much

Well I don't know enough

No ones right all the time

I gotta do something, sometimes

Once

In my life

Im gonna say sorry before I die

Baby Im sorry

So sorry

I apologise

Babe when I hold you

Then you will know

You're my woman

Believe me it is the only way

Don't leave me hear what I say

Yeah carry me back home

Back home

For once

In my life

Im sorry

I apologise

Babe please don't tell me

That all you see is black

No

And when I hold you

Then you will know

You're my woman

talking to myself again

Frankly speaking, aku terasa hati dengan kau. Aku memang terasa hati sangat-sangat dengan kau. Again, sangat-sangat.

Harap-haraplah kau faham.
Tak faham juga? Aku okay je. Lantaklah.

Aku marah?? Ehh mana ada..Apa sebab aku nak marah kat kau..Kau pun tak pernah marah kat aku kann.

Aku touching?? Ye la, memang patut pun. Aku bukan tunggul kayu, aku nie manusia jugak. So, tak pelik la kan manusia nie touching sebab nama pun manusia, confirm la ada perasaan.

Sebab?? aigoo..haih,kau tak tau betul-betul ke kau buat-buat tak tau nie? Aku malas la nak cakap pnjang lebar. Aku dah letih berperang setiap masa bagai nak gila nie. Aku dah isi pun borang nak resign. Tengah tunggu masa yang sangat-sangat sesuai nak submit je nie pun. Sebab ianya tak berbaloi la kawan, it's not worth it.

Harap-harap kau faham la kawan. Aku tau kau sebenarnya bukan begitu. Aku percaya kau. Kita kan kawan. Anyway, Godbless u fren.

Naka's Story

Normal life. That will be the best word to describe him. Naka is an ordinary people. He likes to hanging out with friends and all other things that young people do. But, while enjoying, he is still remember to follow his religion's rule. Naka isn't great in his study. Maybe he always playing around. He have many friends, but only one person that is truly close to him. He's Eki. Compared to Naka, Eki is a smart boy. Eki is famous among their friends because of his knowledge. Both of them really close together since their first meeting when their age were up to double digits. For Naka, Eki is like his brother. They're always support each other comes hell or high water. It's just like they share the same bloodlines. Eki always be the person that Naka asks for advices. Naka tells Eki about the girl he loves. And Eki, always be a good listener. Unfortunately, after a few years, both of them split up because of something unavoidable. But, their friendship remains strong. Naka couldn't accept that and he was truly sad for losing his real bestfriend. He feels like he was losing his other half. No one would be there when he want an accompany. No one will ever listen to his problem again. All his never-ending love is keep deep inside his heart without letting anyone knows about it. Love, life, all the things were never works out for Naka. Pity him.


But I've been sailing down this river alone
And I'm still trying to find my way back home
But I don't believe in magic
Life is automatic
But I don't mind being on my own
Said that I don't mind being on my own

storytelling: I'M NOT THERE (cont)

His name is Naka. He always have a sense of humor in his action. Maybe, that's why he got many friends beside him. His life is really joyful, with nothings to worry about. Naka loves sports, as he loves something beautiful for his ears. He lives normally until one day, the day that he found a girl from his village too. There's one thing that is special about Naka. Only a few of his friends is girls, the others is boys. So, Naka is pretty awkward to communicate with a girl. Day by day, week by week passed, Naka felt something was wrong with him. He don't know what and why, but he keeps thinking of that girl. Perhaps, that was called love in a first sight. Naka for the very first time in his life, loves someone. Lucky him.

yeah i’m seeing
a whole nother world in my mind
girl im feeling
i’m breathing in love all the time

you turn me on, love’s like a bomb, blowing my mind
you turn me on, love’s like a bomb, blowing my mind


He promised to himself if he accidentally seeing that girl, he would greet her. Day comes and go, he have not seeing her for a while. But until one day, when he's walking alone, he realize that he is heading towards that girl. He say to himself "Man, this is the chance!". But really, he screws that chance away just by smiling to that girl. His mouth couldn't ever speak one word. And after all, he just get one smile from her. But a very sincere one. Definitely, it would be enough for Naka for a while.

To Be Continued.