August 18, 2011

dreams or daydreaming, both was adorable.

Lately, i keep thinking about my beautiful past. Its not like I'm the one who want to keep thinking of it, it was just come into my dreams.

And it was good, I mean, I like it cause the happy moment in there, even the reality is not really good. Definitely nice, nice dreams anyway. But it gave a wound in the heart too.

It probably great if i'm still asleep. yeah for the sake of freaking good things, who the hell on earth didn't want that? Just let the dreams roll, and who knows the things will turn out that way. Me, I will be happy enough. But it would never be that way perhaps. It was nobody fault. I couldn't point anyone, maybe after all it is me, myself.



But the thing is, i really miss your smile at me, a smile, just that. How the hell could i do to get that beautiful smiles again?

August 07, 2011

alangkah bahagianya jika. . . . .

susahnya untuk berubah, berubah ke arah sesuatu kebaikan.

masaalah yang paling sukar adalah untuk meninggalkan semua benda yang menjadi isi dan darah dalam hidup sehari-hari. It is such a pain to leave all those things yang kita suka, dan yang telah sebati dalam diri ini even benda tu bukan yang termasuk dalam golongan dosa-dosa besar pun.

alangkah bahagianya jika berubah itu semudah abc

alangkah bahagianya jika berubah itu senang macam online Fesbuk 24 jam.

alangkah bahagianya jika aku dapat berubah, berubah ke arah yang lebih mengenali penciptaku.

kerana hidup di dunia itu sekejap, hidup akhirat itu selama-lamanya.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, berilah hidayah kepada hamba-Mu yang lemah ini. Kerana sepanjang usiaku ini, dengan bekalanku tidak akan mampu aku menghampiri Syurga-Mu itu.

August 06, 2011

are we sure?

the man who decided to change on the 12th hour dies on the 11th.

are we sure bila kita mati tiada apa yang nak dikesalkan jika sudah menikmati semua keseronokan dan kesenangan di dunia? alfa leka sampai lupa pada KEMUDIAN hari. adakah sempat untuk kita berubah?

the man who decided to change on the 12th hour dies on the 11th.

malang sekali jika begitu. ya Allah, aku mohon keampunan daripada-Mu.