storytelling: I'M NOT THERE

warning: this is just a FAIRYTALE or something like that.

Once upon a time, there was a place called 'The Middle of Nowhere'. This peaceful place was famous with its' green. No one could ever find a reason for why that place was famous for that. But that doesn't matter, as long as they live peaceful and harmony all the time, without any disturbance. All the women was really adorable and sweet, same goes to the men. All of them was freakin' smart and good looking. But except this one man. And this is the beginning of the story of this man.

TO BE CONTINUED.

heaven knows i'm miserable now

I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour
But heaven knows I'm miserable now

I was looking for a job, and then I found a job
And heaven knows I'm miserable now

In my life
Why do I give valuable time
To people who don't care if I live or die ?

Two lovers entwined pass me by
And heaven knows I'm miserable now

I was looking for a job, and then I found a job
And heaven knows I'm miserable now

In my life
Oh, why do I give valuable time
To people who don't care if I live or die ?

What she asked of me at the end of the day
Caligula would have blushed

"You've been in the house too long" she said
And I (naturally) fled

In my life
Why do I smile
At people who I'd much rather kick in the eye ?

I was happy in the haze of a drunken hour
But heaven knows I'm miserable now

"You've been in the house too long" she said
And I (naturally) fled

In my life
Why do I give valuable time
To people who don't care if I live or die ?

renungan

DaripadaAbu Hurairah r.a, sabda Rasulullah s.a.w, maksudnya:“Janganlah kamu membenci bapa-bapa kalian. Sesiapa yang membenci bapanya bererti ia kafir.”

Riwayat Muslim


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the sign is near

this entry is about the end of the world

AT WORLD'S END.

Today, the Lake of Galilee was reported to disappearing at alarming rate which means that the Lake will have no more water sooner or later.
Dear Lord, is the time is around the corner?
The world will end soon. Most of us didn't realize it or they do know but didn't care. Unfortunately, me too is the same. Oh, what a shame. Please dear friends, wake up now. There are no more time for playing around.

I fears I would be there when the time comes. And probably, i don't really have courage and with low level of 'IMAN', i'm pretty sure that i probably couldn't make it.
dear my Lord, ALLAH. I wanna live as a Muslim, I wanna die as a Muslim. When the time comes, i'll leave it all up to You, my Lord. To You is the journeys end.

life is a musical

through it i throw out all my feelings
like an artist with his drawings
like a poet with his poems
a song is something that walk by itself
its the medium, between you and something
and i'm pretty sure you know what i mean.

empty decorations

I wake in the dark
With showers of life
Moments of emptiness around
Floating away
No other hope
Reality brings me

Into the ground
What can I do
What can I say
I need a place to hide away
Just for a while, just for a smile
Just for a life I used to know

The perfect song were filled with
Words of love and not with anger
What if they go
What if they leave me far behind

'Cause I don't wanna be alone... (uh oh)
Living life for on my own (uh oh)
I don't want to live my life in isolation
Filled with empty decorations
'Cause I want to be with people that I know

Who would do the things I do (uh oh)
Making all my dreams come true (uh oh)
I don't recognize the shadows at my door
Though I've seen them all before
Because the only thing I really want...
Is to be with you

requiem for a dream

i'm waiting for a sign
will my soul be able to shine?
i'm waiting for some man
are they really my best friends

i'm still on my track
yet there's something inside my head
will my step fooling me back
pushing me downwards, breaking my leg

i'm wondering if i could quit
cause now i'm tired and sick
my money is too cheap
and my wall is too thick

i'm begging you like a child
i'm not gonna leave you behind
cause you're still in my mind
but only if you don't mind

i was alone for many years
and now i only got papers
i wrote down all the troubles
burn them near the river
but still i'm hopeless